Maybe it's part of the journey. I'm just going to take it as that. Lately it's been like a recurring dream slowly creeping back. Nothing bad really. Just fond memories that they are emerging from no where, one after another. I don't know why, don't want to ask, shall not dwell in it. I am just going to acknowledge it as what it is and leave it as that.
Yet it's there. Hanging in me. Like a stubborn stain refusing to leave.
Thankful I have come to a level of ignorance (or so I hope to think).
Yeah, I remember someone telling me that these things make appearances here and there sometimes. It doesn't mean I'm not moving forward, it just means that I actually am.
Phewh. Washed away by them is great and wonderful yet part of me feels..indescribable. Everything has it's reasons. This particular one, God I don't know what you're up to but faith has taught me that you've always got something insane yet good up in your sleeves.
Good memories good memories. That's all to it that you are. Please keep me safe and sound from any unwelcome emotions.
